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Choking...
More clarification on my last blog... it's not so much how often, it is more like fear. I have things well up in my heart and then they all shove into the bottle neck of writing and I choke... and I find myself self-conscious of what everyone will think of "this" or "that". I worry about leaving comments and if the person will understand my heart...and (I admit it!!!) I want to know what they think of my comments I leave (sometimes). That kind of stuff. I have also found it hard to stay present here at home. My thoughts are constantly wandering to whether or not I have comments, who has new blogs... I need to find the balance here. I think there is a nagging fear that if I do not "keep up" then people will leave me behind.I wanted to plop this all out here to break the shame and silence to try to be free to have FUN here again.Thanks for your responses.
2 Comments:
. . . makes sense to me . . . we love a God who cares enough to respond . . .
. . . may you hear Him in EVERY place today . . . EVERY where you go . . .
. . . go Jaime . . . go and come back . . . so you can tell me . . .
Were you surprised by the "real" relationship feelings concerning blog world? I know that I was. I am constantly cycling back to feeling of fear (of rejection, vulnerability, honesty), excitement, joy, hope, support, love, hurt.
You are one of us. You are welcome here.
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